Wednesday, January 1, 2020

words of the year 2019 and 2020

I used to always forget my word of the year by February 🤦, until 2019 when God so obviously gave me the word release in early January as He knew I needed to trust Him fully through the many trials of the year.  With the word release, I found a God who is so faithful and I fell in love with Him all the more.  
This year, my word is presence (or being present).  I want and need to learn to be all here and not in the past or future!  2020 brings milestones and changes (empty nest, 25th wedding anniversary and turning 50) that I know of and I am sure ones I don't know about yet.  I want to dwell and trust (there seems to be a theme!) in my faithful God in the present moment and experience presence.  
#wordoftheyear #release #presence

Saturday, July 20, 2019

Gifts in Adversity

Mark out on a canoe during our time away.


The last year has been a difficult season for us.  Deception of former employees, legal issues, complaints at the labor office, the violent break-in to GSF at our house and our neighbor's house and major surgery all were a part of the last 12 months.  This week marked 6 months since the break-in and 6 weeks of recovery from my surgery. 
The former employees and the attackers at GSF took many things ranging from trust and sense of security to wedding rings.  However, I want to reflect on the many things that they could not take and how, even because of their acts, those other things have been strengthen and realized all the more. 
✨Faith - Our faith in the God who sees and goes before us has been challenged and strengthened.  We have at times wondered where He was, just as the Psalmist many times asked.  He has been so faithful to show us, and our faith has increased.
✨Trust - I am definitely an anxious soul who has difficulty trusting. God has so often asked me this year, "do you trust me?" Ironically in the midst of difficult and scary situations, I've learned to trust Him more.  Although our trust in some people was taken, our trust in a sovereign God has strengthened.
✨Community - In the different situations mentioned above we have had people come alongside us.  We have felt love and concern from those we know and those we didn't know.  We had employees, missionaries and friends who stood with us and walked with us during each situation as we were in this together.  There are many of you, when you heard of the break-in or the surgery, who wrote, prayed, gave and shared with others our need.  People we had never met before encouraged us in a multitude of ways. Because of the surgery, we now have a community of friends in South Africa who were so kind and loving to us during that time.   Although our sense of security may never be the same, our sense of community has deepened.
✨ Empathy for ourselves and others -  I feel we have "walked a mile" in others' shoes and have a greater empathy and compassion for those hurting or going through traumatic circumstances.  We have also learned to give ourselves more grace and empathy understanding we are needing to heal and rest. 
✨ A stronger marriage - Our wedding rings may have been taken away, but our love for one another has grown.  We've always had a strong marriage and the adversity has multiplied it.
Thank you to the many who are praying with us. 

Friday, January 25, 2019

Sunday, February 7, 2016

What do people see in me?

Several days ago, our social worker, Loyce, and I went to the offices for our district to get some paperwork turned in and to greet our district social worker called a probation officer.  Since I had been away, I had not seen her or spoken with her for 7 or 8 months, so it was important to go see her.  We greeted her and spoke in her very small office about some concerns of several people in the community.  During our conversation, a man walked in and stood there until we were getting ready to leave.  As we were saying our good-byes, he asked the probation officer if she was going to introduce us.  The probation officer seemed hesitant but told him who we were and we shook hands. Loyce was hesitant to shake his hand but when he reached out, she also shook his hand.  We said good-bye and headed home.  On our way home, I was told why the probation officer and Loyce were uneasy with this man.  Loyce told me that he was a witch doctor. You never know what you are going to respond in a situation like that.  My first thought was, "Man, I wish I would have said 'God bless you!'"

I sat there in the van wondering how often I don't even think about who I am greeting.  I don't think who the person really is that I am encountering and that they need Jesus.  I don't know if I have ever meet a witch doctor or not.  I don't know how many of you ever will.  But I have met a lot of people who are hurting and in despair.  I have met people who are unaware of their need for a Savior.  And so often I am so caught up in my world that I forget that I am to be a light in this broken world.

The man I met had no visible signs of being a witch doctor - no feathers or animal skins or magic potions in hand.  In the same way, most people do not have visible signs of being broken, hurting or lost.  But do believers have visible signs of hope, joy and peace?

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Senior charge and a fun little story

Katie Fox, right out of college and newly married, prayed for a mentor and asked her pastor to help.  He matched her with Mark's mom. As they talked and prayed together, the subject of missions and Africa came up frequently.  Mark's mom suggested that Katie and her husband Cody contact Mark.  Long story short, Katie and Cody came on a 6 week trip and eventually moved to Uganda and GSF.  Katie now has a mentoring group of her own at GSF.  Two of those girls in her group are Megan and Caralina, her own mentor's granddaughters!  Isn't God good?  

Katie and her "cord group" that she mentors
When planning the graduation, Caralina's teacher told her she needed to ask someone to speak at graduation and give her a "charge".  Caralina asked Katie.  Katie's charge was so beautiful that I asked her if I could have it to put on the blog.  Here it is below:


I tried to write a fancy speech. I even Googled “Charges.”  I backed up my points with scriptures and incorporated verses…But it just didn’t seem right. Not here when I have a unique opportunity to say this to one person rather than an entire class of students. 

Then there is the thought process that since this is for one person, I could talk about all of her accomplishments, how AMAZING she is, how she loves God, serves at children’s church, is working to raise funds for Sharon’s heart, spends her time with the children who have special needs, and takes beautiful pictures that capture the heart of the ministry here…but if I went on and on for too long, she would be very uncomfortable…maybe even a little bit embarrassed with so much attention.   So I have not written a speech, or charge, or any other document, but instead this is my prayer for Caralina in this time of graduation and transition. 

I pray that you know and remember many things.
            I pray that you…
                        Know how loved you are
Here
In America
By your family,
By your friends,
Through your blog
                        Remember where home is
It is with the people you love and not any specific place
                        Remember all you have already accomplished
You are NOT a missionary kid but a kid who IS a missionary How you have poured your heart into this ministry at GSF

You have already been making Lina’s Legacy for a long time
Know that being different is ok
 It’s good actually.
 There is no normal
                        Know that who you are is AWESOME
                        Know what you believe and why
Always have an answer for your faith
                        Remember when you’re not sure, that it’s ok to call home…a lot…
                        Remember that no one else really knows what they are doing either

I pray for your future.
            I pray that you…
Take chances
Not the dangerous ones
 Take some chances when you are unsure
Forgive yourself
Laugh
Never Stop Learning
Guard your heart/ Choose good friends
                        Love both cultures for exactly what they are
Learn more about yourself
Your gifts
Talents
Likes/dislikes
Strengths/weaknesses
Don’t stress TOO much about school
Have a mentor
A little older and wiser to guide and help you
Walk through the doors God has for you
                        Continue to grow in your walk with God
                        Have clarity of His plans for your life
                        Have Peace, joy, and hope present in your heart

In conclusion:

Thank you for being a blessing to those around you. For loving others well. For being a peacemaker and a joy to this school.  Thank you for the example you set to both adults and children in how you live your life.  I think I speak for all of us that we are so proud of what you have accomplished in your time here and look forward with great excitement to what you will accomplish in the future.



Thursday, March 5, 2015

Women's Day invitation

We had a meeting several weeks ago with some government officials.  The government official over our sub-county (here he is called the LC3) was there and is becoming a great friend to GSF, and we are grateful.  As he was leaving, he asked me to be the speaker at the sub-county women's day event. Although, it is out of my comfort zone, I truly feel like this opportunity is from God.

Women's day is an international day celebrating women and is on March 8th.  Districts, organizations and sub-counties will all have celebrations that day.  Most celebrations will have lots of music and dancing and a traditional meal.  It is an event full of pride and celebration and I am humbled that I was asked.  I will wear the traditional wear for Uganda and particularly this tribe that lives around here to honor and respect the people here.  I will post pictures afterwards.

Would you please pray for me that my words will clearly speak God's love and His gospel to the women there?   Pray also that God will be honored and that at the end of the day, He will be seen and remembered more than my white skin and blonde hair.

Thank you for praying!

Friday, December 5, 2014

Today they graduated!

Kindergarten graduation always has seemed like a cute little ceremony with little significance.  But today I experienced one that reminded me of God's redemption; His ability to use all things for His glory; and His amazing love for children.  Here are 8 little, yet incredible stories of God's redemption that He has allowed our family to watch and experience...

One year ago, as a seven year old little girl, she was the primary caregiver for her dying mother. Seven months ago, she attended school for the first time in her life.  Today she graduated from kindergarten and although she began 1/3 of the way into the school year, she finished in the top 3 of her class.
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Three years ago she came to GSF with her older sister and younger brother because her mother has severe and uncontrollable seizures.  Today she graduated from kindergarten also in the top 3 of her class.
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A year and a half ago, we were told about a 10-year-old girl in a hospital with severe wounds on her feet that prevented her from walking.  After investigations, she was brought to GSF as a step down from hospital care because we have nurses on site and medical expertise accessible.  However, as time went on, it has been discovered that she has a rare genetic disorder that we are still trying manage.  But today, she graduated from kindergarten and gained respect and admiration from many in a place where a disability of any kind is seen as a curse and disadvantage.

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When Mark and I came to visit GSF 7 years ago, a little guy arrived very malnourished and from a dysfunctional family.  Yesterday after years of investing in the family and sending him for visits, our social worker resettled him with his family.  Today, he walked to GSF with his family and he graduated from kindergarten!
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Five years ago, a little boy was abandoned in a big town close by.  As time went on, it was realized that this little boy was high on the spectrum of autism.  Several angels - short-termers, visitors and teachers -  worked to find techniques to help him learn.  And today, he graduated from Kindergarten.
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Three years ago, his father died and his little brother was in the hospital due to malnutrition.  Last week, his mother showed up again and is ready to have the boys for the holiday and begin rebuilding her life.  Today, he graduated from kindergarten.
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Five years ago, a very malnourished little boy arrived at GSF.  Throughout the years, his family has neglected their responsibilities and he has struggled with learning disabilities but today he graduated from Kindergarten.
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Three years ago, her father died in a motorcycle accident.  This little girl lives at GSF, because her mother has had difficulty providing a stable home life.  Today, her mom came to GSF and even brought a gift for her daughter who was graduating from kindergarten.